Oh, time for a list!

I’m scared of a lot, I think when you suffer from anxiety you get good at catastrophising which makes you kind of afraid of just about everything. Some of it is normal fear but some of it is pretty dark! 🙃

• Black rats.
• Strange men in isolated locations.
• The house burning down.
• Being in the house when it’s biting down.
• The house being robbed.
• Being in the house while it’s being robbed.
• Being in a car accident.
• My family or loved ones being in a car accident.
• My family or loved ones being killed in a car accident.
• Family or loved ones dying of some terrible disease.
• Cancer. All the cancer.
• My nieces or nephews being kidnapped.
• My nieces or nephews dying (this is separate from the family or loved ones because this is a particularly bad one and I’ve had a lot of dreams about this happening)
• What kind of world my nieces and nephews have to grow up in.
• The world we are living in?

It’s all very dark. I worry a lot. Scared of everything.